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Seventeen
A Republican
Mysteriously Magical
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
tell me do u still like me?
ohh please can you stop asking me dat qns? ive oreadi answer, wat more you wan? happy? not enough? i shud be asking u dat instead. gahhhhh! dint i prove it to u oreadi how much i like u? don ever say after 10mths we've been together u still don geddit. tsk. ive save up my money just to catch a movie with u dis christmas. ive been longing to go with u. i jus cant wait for dat day to come and yet u make things so hard for me. why? for you i guess its still not clear enough to answer ur qns right? come on please i jus hav to show i don nid to say it to prove it. im not doing so well yet im trying to save up and working so hard just to spend tme with u. and u don even noe dat. if i don like you den why the fucking hell am i working so hard and saving up alot, its all bcos i wana spend tym with u like d old times yeah. while i don wish to say it here, cos i'll be spilling my secrets out. ive hurt enough. im tired of dis arguement. ive had and heard enough from you. thanks for saying those hurtful and fucked up things to me. yeaa i accept it ive gotta say. my own boyfriend whom i really trust and look u to and depend on, says dat to me. pfff while yea im to be blaming isit?ohh great! wen is dis arguement gonna end. great, if dis continue. well im gonna cancel all d things ive plan for us on christmas. after all, ive not been getting wat i wan nowadays. priority now is study and school. umm boyfriend? now is not in good terms so lets not say bout it.