Ozakmrzmn
Seventeen
A Republican
Mysteriously Magical
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Tuesday, January 8, 2008
fucking whore
im getting sick of this. sick sick sick. i feel so neglected. its been 2 days we dint talk to each other on the fone. i donnoe wat has gone into you. shit fuck argh i say! i don feel loved anymore. for the last few days ive been feeling restless, worried, scared, curious, suspicious and paranoid bout you. even when im having lessons trying to concentrate on my studies, ive always been thinking bout u. i just cant seemed to get u off my mind for just a sec. every minute every sec im always checking my fone just to make sure i'll reply your messages on time if you do text me up or wadsoeva. sometimes i feel so sad. cos everytime we argue to me we're getting apart bit by bit. why cant you be so nice to me when ur know that we're not gonna spend alot of time together. please dont add on to my burden. i got alot to worry bout besides you, i got my school stuff and all. you see, im trying my best not to make u feel neglected since im having my major exams this year. im trying to balance both my school and you. its about the little things that turned out into a big spark. when you said you dint like me talking to guys, well okay. i take your words. i rather lose a friend rather then to lose someone like you. your're so rude to me yet i take all those harsh words and let it go. im hurt yes its true indeed. why are u so different today? its 923pm to be exact and i was thinking of either calling or text you up. but im jus so afraid you'll reject my calls.
p.s i got something to tell you actually if u talk to me nicely just now, but too bad u slammed the fone just like that.
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