fairoza
knock me out of my trance
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fairoza
knock me out of my trance
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Ozakmrzmn
Seventeen
A Republican
Mysteriously Magical
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
blah
my saturday was awful . & thats that ~ blah im jus not in the mood to blog still upset & pissed bout yesterday . so i'll just update next time . p.s ahh sial ` ergh
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
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dear sir , i love you mr faizin . yours sincerely, miss fairoza .
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Monday, April 21, 2008
flu . mind you
was down with sick today . pfff , it all happen this morning when i cant sleep & i keep waking up rolling back & forth . i really cant help but to vomit , yesterday's meal was thrown back ~ gross !little did i expect i was having a gastrix flu . i would say i had a rough time today . scolded by my mum cos she thought i was pretending to be sick . i end up going to sch which i seriously dont wish to , cos my gastrix is killing me , my friends was ignoring me most of de time , finally went to sick bay & had asked my dad to fetched me from sch . i was bout to faint if i'd stayed in sch . what a day today ~ ohya not forgettin my ezlink has been confiscated for de meanwhile- i was late for sch was you expect . plus bonus , 3hours of detention alone when i came back from sch .wtf !
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Monday, April 14, 2008
stuck up
i need a breather. im lost & confused, i wish to turned back time and hope that everything never happens~ im so devastated and keep flashing back those sentences, its so heart-wrecking. im quite sad by what happens a day or two days ago, im in a dilemma? wth- can we start fresh? really fresh. KEEP OUR PROMISES & NEVER ONCE BROKE IT. we shouldn't had fought, lets pretend all that arguements we had & everything never happens. im just so overwhelmed by it~p.s change pls
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
140am
time check, its 140am to be exact and im not sleepy nor tired yet, even after a long day out today. plus im working tmr morning. ive been sitting alone at my living room in the dark since 2 hours ago~ if i said i idk why, i'd be lying right now. maybe its something personal i shudnt say it here. but somehow im just confused lately whats going through my head. seriously you're killing my brains. urgh why must you showed up? im running out of questions but im yet filled with curiousity. i want to know exactly what you're feeling towards me and erm her and etc. wth & wtf~ please for once can you be totally out of my sight, i know its not possible but you're driving me mad. all those feelings of being "used & played"- (let me highlight that) just came rushing back & forth. hence, for once i would like to trust my boyfriend fully without inteference or your presence please.p.s convince me. you're not doing much~
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Monday, April 7, 2008
sentosa
  yesterday was so much fun~ yet a tiring one. first, woke up early in de morning just to catch viva's audition. they did their best but somehow it wasnt great to the judges, lets jus hope they get to de next round. next went to sentosa with bf, it was kinda rocky at first but we did fixed things up and go on with de plan. swimming time~ and i was very blur, now i realised that i had a phobia of sea waters. who know beneath de sea there's sharks, monsters, sea ghosts or even human dead bodies. ishkkk~ bf thought me some skills on how to swim this and that and blahh.
after chilling for awhile, we decided to pack and go. since i was super hungry, we went to had dinner and and oh bf was so kind he treat me to de movies. ahhhh thank you very much. if i got my pay its my turn ok. promise. today overall i was very tired, fall asleep in class. cramps on leg. remedial again. cheks``
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