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Seventeen
A Republican
Mysteriously Magical
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
140am
time check, its 140am to be exact and im not sleepy nor tired yet, even after a long day out today. plus im working tmr morning. ive been sitting alone at my living room in the dark since 2 hours ago~ if i said i idk why, i'd be lying right now. maybe its something personal i shudnt say it here. but somehow im just confused lately whats going through my head. seriously you're killing my brains. urgh why must you showed up? im running out of questions but im yet filled with curiousity. i want to know exactly what you're feeling towards me and erm her and etc. wth & wtf~ please for once can you be totally out of my sight, i know its not possible but you're driving me mad. all those feelings of being "used & played"- (let me highlight that) just came rushing back & forth. hence, for once i would like to trust my boyfriend fully without inteference or your presence please.
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