fairoza
knock me out of my trance
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fairoza
knock me out of my trance
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Ozakmrzmn
Seventeen
A Republican
Mysteriously Magical
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
let's go balik~ jom !
hello fellow readers~ frankly not in the mood today. so many unexpected hpn before my very eyes. dangg !firstly my mye result was dreadful & horrendous. i study so hard for phy, my fav sub yet thts one of the sub i failed badly. i flung flop flip fling flapatapatap my mye sials. 4 fail 3 passes ? baek pah. im far from entering poly. this is wht hpn guys if you dont put full attention in class & always been gg out often. so meaning byebye to holidays & weekends~ i hope not. still i can buck up for my prelims but i dont think i can be committed to it. tsk im never gonna be serious on sch. nevertheless, my math was the worse. how can i even be on the express stream whereas my grades are really really pathetic. plus something hpn also today which im not gonna share to yo'll. i shd have remain unflappable.
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Monday, May 26, 2008
abcdefgh
my tummy doesnt feel so good right now, i feel so feverish & sick. my head is spinning. uh im no mood to blog at the moment.p.s i want a new phone daddy.lg ks20 perhaps? ladadaaa-.-
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lg ks20
 my dream fone~its iphone rival. huhu cool kepe!
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
fuckkkk
wtfuckkkkk~ im so pissed off right now!
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
take note:
just feel like uploading this pic,& look how happy i am. can you pls turn back the time where we can clean all our dirts~ :(( .
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Friday, May 16, 2008
its just a matter of time
i 've been keeping it to myself from a long time. i can only bear to cry my heart out to ease the unexplainable pain. i tried my best to give your needs, you told me to change. i did~ i learn from others how to be a good girlfriend to you. at first i thought i did. you said you love me, but sometimes why do you do something that hurts me? everytime we fought, you make me feel so awful abt myself. you said i wasnt being understanding, i dint change a bit, i'm such an annoyance. for instance, ytd you were so rude to me. yet why did i even held you back. i missed the old you, & now i see your true colour bby. everytime i think hard why you treat me this way. i've had enough. i'l wait & let you cool down & when you're ready just talk to me. eventhough i know you wont, but it doesnt kills me for doing tht. p.s i was just asking is not as if i dint let you to. was jus ASKING ONLY
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survey
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
asshole jerk, fuck you. 2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
free from any problems & be somewhere far w my bby.
3. What will your dream wedding be like?
at the beach:))
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yes indeed
5. What's your ideal lover like?
gentle, easy-going, understanding, would make me
feel im being treasured & probably good-looking, aha
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
being loved by someone else
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
maybe i'l wait for the time being but if it takes too long i'l rather give up & dream on~
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
so be it, let it go bby
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
yupp, yesterday:((
10. What do you want most in life?
be successful, get married & go Paris. oh lala
11. Is being tagged fun?
-.-
12. Is family your everything?
ya. like duh
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
bf , besides family & gfs
14. What kind of person do you think I am?
soft-hearted, paranoid, curious & fun? heh
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
single & rich
16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
get to know him better. aha nah-ah, just let it be & mesmerize his gdlooks. after all its only a crush
(sorry bf, p.s i don have a crush ok heh)
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
I've already did. & its so fucking not easy yknow, gahhh !
18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
idk. how would i know if he loves me too
19. What type of friends do you like?
easy-going, understanding, funny & could help through bad times
20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
laugh lahh-.-
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
yo momma
sorry guys the photos are kind of messy & unorganised.
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powerpuff girls
     okay shit, look at my face~ cute kan-___- patheticly ugly i suppose, aha anw this is the pictures i promise to upload it. taadah. my classmates are my happy pills, tell me how can i forget this girls after graduating? ilyall. it all started with me, then the day after i got my gfs joining me along. so i shall named us "the powerpuff kelape head girls" alright? looking at this photos just tickles my balls. lol or shd i say "laugh out laugh". anyway mind the cubicles please. oh wait, tmr im going jogging with bf. yay ! i have to lose some of that pounds & faizin gonna be my personal trainer i can assume that. plus, im so pissed of with my manager. i get only 80bucks this month for my salary, what kind of shit are you giving me man. i work off my bones & i get only that small amount of pay. thanks alot~ -.-
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
thursday
today had my art & eng oral. frankly, art was never been worse for me. last minute preparation, damn even had time to go taka. but it was worth it. On top of that i started preparing for my art jus a day after the exam, i was so kanchong as you may say. even my dad help me drew one for me, which is totally the same as the one printed on paper. okay not to brag much abt tht but on a lighter note, i managed to finish. however, the final piece dint came out well. i dint had the mood to do art as it was so early in the morning, plus it was raining & cold. i even had only less then 10 colour pencils for art, all my colours were mixed up with crayons markers. all tht i can find on my table~ pretty disorganised. Upon all tht, my oral were extremely fun. wishes i'd can do it again, the topic were so-so. but having to wait at an aircon room for an hr plus was not cool lah. i was the second LAST girl not to mentioned. hennyways, i forgot to upload some of me & my classmates photos taken a day or two ago. i'l upload it soon tmr perhaps. hee-leh-ri-ous
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Monday, May 12, 2008
shitface
   ytd stayed home all day was not so bad, bf keep me accompany the whole time online. anw thts not the case, well today i had my mye as usual. just cant wait to get over & done with ~ plus i had my malay oral today. not that bad actually verbally but literally i suck at it. ohyea i had upload some of the pictures taken just now at class while waiting for my turn to have my malay oral. My wonderful classmates crazy idea told me to do this. hilarious & ugly i must say. p.s im bored
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Saturday, May 3, 2008
its saturday
ytd hang out with bbygirls was fun . study session with zanna was much more fun , crap talking . "laugh out laugh" pe dgr2 . wht a bimbo . we never fulfilled our study session but yet instead we were gossiping .yknow~ however fet shared her dilemma with us , i was so feeling & into it till i almost cried myself . i seriouly understand how you felt bby . jus hang on there , even im having problems myself . not to mention bout that cos its kinda personal . anw , im having a hard time figurin out why we're like this . urgh
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