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Seventeen
A Republican
Mysteriously Magical
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Friday, May 16, 2008
its just a matter of time
i've been keeping it to myself from a long time. i can only bear to cry my heart out to ease the unexplainable pain. i tried my best to give your needs, you told me to change. i did~ i learn from others how to be a good girlfriend to you. at first i thought i did. you said you love me, but sometimes why do you do something that hurts me? everytime we fought, you make me feel so awful abt myself. you said i wasnt being understanding, i dint change a bit, i'm such an annoyance. for instance, ytd you were so rude to me. yet why did i even held you back. i missed the old you, & now i see your true colour bby. everytime i think hard why you treat me this way. i've had enough. i'l wait & let you cool down & when you're ready just talk to me. eventhough i know you wont, but it doesnt kills me for doing tht.
p.s i was just asking is not as if i dint let you to. was jus ASKING ONLY
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