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Thursday, June 19, 2008
21st june
finally today i had a good night sleep after 3days of hell. sometimes if it's meant to be it's meant to be (kakros & dani's quote). i've went through the most intense situation in my relationship. i can feel myself getting better each time. i think back , think again & think hard but none of it seems worth it. cos idk was the true reason & answers, its all with him. i cried in the dark for days trying to figure out why & what went wrong. though its still isnt worth it. yesterday i made a decision to just let him be. stop pestering him, all i can do is wait for him to come. patiently as i do & finally today at 5am in the morning i receive 2 long msgs for him. i was grateful that he did show up, as far as i could remember i told myself that "he will never come back"- but he did. he decided to give me one last chance, one week for me to change & make a promise. thank you so much
apology's to my friends cos ive cause u guys so much trouble. ive been crying on you'all shoulders for so long, now i have to stand on my very two feet alone. handle my own issues.
anw saturday 21st june is mummy's birthday. whee:) but too bad i dint get to celebrate w her cos i'll be busy working. sorry mummy~ so i decided to celebrate it in advanced & bought her a cakie (cake + cookie), really nice yknow. i was delighted to see my mum looks so happy. plus i bought two more cupcakes for myself, huhu very tempting. it is still in my refrigerator i haven eat yet cos it looks too cute to be eaten. anw HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY MUM! -erm born in 1964 erm if my calculation is correct
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