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Seventeen
A Republican
Mysteriously Magical
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Monday, July 28, 2008
what friends are for
these are my two bestgfs i had. they've seen me through thick & thin unlike the kind of friends in school. & importantly not forgetting my other gfs- yknow who you are. frankly the ones i called "bestfriends" had dissappoint me once again. now u guys are no longer labels as "best" or "close" friends. i was treated like a dirt today in school, my friends was giving me all the shits & craps. firstly, you throw sarcarsm at me indirectly to everyone in class. secondly, you badmouth & complain to everyone in the class- no wonder everybody's been giving me that disgust look. thirdly, how many times must you fight with me. we've been fighting for the last four days & now this. forthly, when i sat beside you when away & sat with the others leaving me all alone. fiftly, when you had problems you come back crawling to me for advice. but if your on the zone with them all', you leave me. you guys went hugging, holding each others hand's while i was just right a centimeter behind you following you guys. i feel so stupid cos im so lonely that i dont have any friends besides you guys.