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Seventeen
A Republican
Mysteriously Magical
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
playa
im in love with mr. freakyZ anw 25 more days to O level's, yikes seriously imma in a dilemma but frankly at this point of stage im actually worryin more bout my O's than my relat~ which i couldnt careless anw tht was suprising maybe i guess im use to th Ch_ _ ting situation already. im not like lastime where i get to overreacting & emotional over this matter.
but now heck-you, i dont quite care anymore. i care but not as much as lastime~ btw i dont want this week to end. my bday cmg very soon & i hate it after nxt wk there's no more special day awaits ahead of me i'll just have to wait till nextyr fr my bday. tskk
~smth which came across my mind~ shd i be forgiving someone who had turned me down & again? why must she gave him chance whereas he's gonna do it again maybe or perhaps im too forgiving, in love im torn between choices how can i believe you will never do it again? i gave u choices- u chose me give me one gd reason why do u still want me are you ready for a reality check?
cause u aint single anymore baby, you're with me now you cant go do whtever u like. are u really up fr that?
haha can i called it "dumb", but oh well u cant blame him after all. he was too, okay let me dwell on that. Too engrossed ironing his clothes. enjoy the clip :)
my day dint went great today 1- p.s i think i've had it meetin up' w ya 2- dont make me wait till tmr & turns out you cant 3- i know ur always biz-zayye. fair enough 4- dontknow how to reply back ah.
goes out to four diff people~ u guys really pissed me off thank you
this is real shit. i've been feeling so neglected eversince, we only met once a week~ all you care was working you barely had time fr me and there you go cancelling our plans i know i shdnt be complaining but its too much. which makes me furious is that u never pick up my calls- all u did was reject. when will we ever talk like before if ur saying im being lunatic well so be it
but just ask yourself, what u did u do lastime when i neglected you? well not exactly neglected but for that particular day i was drained out & was too tired to talk to ya. remember that day hunn? wht u did was extremely devastating. i think u shd know it
how bout this. lets turn the table~ you neglect me fr a long time but i've yet not done anything which could probably hurt you behind your back. purely disappoinment