I'm hopeless
It's not my place
6 months back was
nothing but a lie
I'm numb but its painful,
too painful the fact that
I'm living with a lie
Goodbye, just go away

I swear it was meteor shower last night
It was a bliss; stars were littered on the sky,
halfmoon were brightly shining just like a neon
lights, cool breeze embraces my skin
It was breath taking, just like the first time
he brought me there.
Just that, it was much beautiful this time
I wish it'll last.

Why do I think of you when I see the moon?
Why do I think of you when I see the stars?
Why do I think of you when I see the sun sets?
It really frustrates me, c'mon oza
My heart's being stubborn to me

Innova, will I ever see you again?

Closing bash and off to party with the girls;
Us girls were wild and out ;p
Anywa-ay,
I'm too lazy to type so please
Enjoy the pictures

Friday the 13th
First I was unsure I was in deep dilemma,
question start to arouse and playing games
with my head. I was dumbfounded by the
situation, I'm just like the Buridan's Ass.
The fact that I should be thinking rationally
yet irrationally at the same time.
However, it all began so clear now
The answers aren't a thick misty fog blocking,
it's all clear and I am sure enough what I want now
True fact, I can't I just can't. Though, what makes
a big burden to me still. You're a nice
guy, fragile as it is. You gave me another unexpected
surprised. I'm touched yet I felt bad, the guilt
is eating me up inside though I have to do
this. I just can't, mind boggling and there
might be a slight contradictions there.
I'm not good at this
I'm sorry F. I'm an ass trust me

Finally a proper outing
After a major tight schedule that me and the girls
have to keep up we did get to catch up.
Last, Closing bash and off to partay
Anyway I had my decent well spend weekends
both weekends with zanna
Is it me or the fact that nowadays is a trend
to go party ?

Muse II
"Am a superstar for one night"
Full house. Worthy show ever.
Dharma Rep, thanks for the great accompany
Kak Ain, thanks for guiding us through & being a
good role model to us
Fir, thanks for having my back and a
great partner. Nice working with you
F, thanks for the unexpected
suprises you gave me. You made my day

13 20 (:

I'm back bitches
I thought I'm done and over with the overwhelming
trainings but little did I know there's more
coming my way. Anyway I'm not
gonna whine, whiners are for losers.

I have a confession;
I'm in a deep dilemma.
I'm torn between decisions, I can't choose
neither. I ain't sure myself what my
heart wants. My heart & mind tells me
two different answer. It bothers me
every single day, cause the fact that.
I don't wanna hurt neither you nor you
N, F, I'm sorry.

On a lighter note, head to sentosa again tomorrow
with none other than that ass
When beach lover meets stargaze lover
"fly her to the moon lol"
(: