mind i smoke a doobie?

15 mins siaa oza

2009-12-22T05:47:00.000-08:00

It took me a good 15 minutes to made 1 cup
of coffee. From boiling the water, adding sugar 3-4 times,
adding milk, adding somemore boiling water,
taste it & add somemore sugar & milk.
Still not satisfied & add somemore.
Finally I get my perfect cup of coffee, walk to my room.
Lay the coffee on my study table & face the
anti-social device(none other than the laptop)
and the cup is still left 3/4 full, i didn't drank it
So tell me what's the point of making that
coffee at the first place?
Ok this is random to blog about coffee but ya ignore this

Cause you're nice

2009-12-15T05:56:00.000-08:00

I'll be there right away, take a ride with you, home late

):

2009-12-12T04:22:00.001-08:00

Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart) 
Boy: yeah, she is. (But you’re still the most beautiful girl I know) 
Girl: I heard she’s funny & amazing. (All the stuff I wasn’t) 
Boy: She sure is. (But she’s nothing compared to you) 
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now (Like how you knew just about everything about me) 
Boy: Only the stuff that count (I can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you) 
Girl: Well, I hope you guys last. (Because we never did) 
Boy: I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to me & you?) 
Girl: Well I got to go. (Before I start to cry) 
Boy: Yeah me too. (I hope you don’t cry) 
Girl: Bye. (I still love you) 
Boy: Later. (I never stopped)

Rcok on

2009-12-12T01:51:00.000-08:00

Nenek why you so cool?

I wish I could see my grandma do this.

Anyway it feels so good to be at home

while the party animals are on their

way to ZoukOut. Have fun get wasted tonight (:

Numb

2009-12-04T09:28:00.000-08:00

That's what I've been all this while;
I'm numb

Moon

2009-12-02T09:08:00.000-08:00

I don't think of you already when I see the moon (:
"You're doing good oza"
Besides, did you catch the Moon just now
It wasn't the usuals
It was full, big, luminously bright & breathtaking
God's Creation is a bliss
You surprise me everyday, Moon.
Trust me. Every-day.

Goodbye all-time playa

2009-12-01T06:58:00.000-08:00

"I'll remember the day when I lay
my head on your shoulders & feel your heartbeat"
It's over,
keep doing what you do best-Ignorance
Oza, you make me proud

karma

2009-11-26T21:44:00.000-08:00

I'm hopeless
It's not my place
6 months back was
nothing but a lie
I'm numb but its painful,
too painful the fact that
I'm living with a lie
Goodbye, just go away

My favourite 6 stars

2009-11-26T21:36:00.000-08:00

I swear it was meteor shower last night
It was a bliss; stars were littered on the sky,
halfmoon were brightly shining just like a neon
lights, cool breeze embraces my skin
It was breath taking, just like the first time
he brought me there.
Just that, it was much beautiful this time
I wish it'll last.

Please go

2009-11-23T08:05:00.000-08:00

Why do I think of you when I see the moon?
Why do I think of you when I see the stars?
Why do I think of you when I see the sun sets?
It really frustrates me, c'mon oza
My heart's being stubborn to me

Innova, will I ever see you again?

Cause I party like a rockstar

2009-11-23T07:01:00.000-08:00

Closing bash and off to party with the girls;
Us girls were wild and out ;p
Anywa-ay,
I'm too lazy to type so please
Enjoy the pictures

you

2009-11-17T09:28:00.000-08:00

Friday the 13th
First I was unsure I was in deep dilemma,
question start to arouse and playing games
with my head. I was dumbfounded by the
situation, I'm just like the Buridan's Ass.
The fact that I should be thinking rationally
yet irrationally at the same time.
However, it all began so clear now
The answers aren't a thick misty fog blocking,
it's all clear and I am sure enough what I want now
True fact, I can't I just can't. Though, what makes
a big burden to me still. You're a nice
guy, fragile as it is. You gave me another unexpected
surprised. I'm touched yet I felt bad, the guilt
is eating me up inside though I have to do
this. I just can't, mind boggling and there
might be a slight contradictions there.
I'm not good at this
I'm sorry F. I'm an ass trust me

It's all good

2009-11-17T09:05:00.000-08:00

Finally a proper outing
After a major tight schedule that me and the girls
have to keep up we did get to catch up.
Last, Closing bash and off to partay
Anyway I had my decent well spend weekends
both weekends with zanna
Is it me or the fact that nowadays is a trend
to go party ?

13 20

2009-11-11T09:33:00.000-08:00

Muse II
"Am a superstar for one night"
Full house. Worthy show ever.
Dharma Rep, thanks for the great accompany
Kak Ain, thanks for guiding us through & being a
good role model to us
Fir, thanks for having my back and a
great partner. Nice working with you
F, thanks for the unexpected
suprises you gave me. You made my day

13 20 (:

You

2009-11-07T06:57:00.000-08:00

I'm back bitches
I thought I'm done and over with the overwhelming
trainings but little did I know there's more
coming my way. Anyway I'm not
gonna whine, whiners are for losers.

I have a confession;
I'm in a deep dilemma.
I'm torn between decisions, I can't choose
neither. I ain't sure myself what my
heart wants. My heart & mind tells me
two different answer. It bothers me
every single day, cause the fact that.
I don't wanna hurt neither you nor you
N, F, I'm sorry.

On a lighter note, head to sentosa again tomorrow
with none other than that ass
When beach lover meets stargaze lover
"fly her to the moon lol"
(:

luna

2009-10-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

You know. i know. that everyone don't

random

2009-10-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

Tumblr or Twitter? Idk la
F or N? Neither arh!
Moongazing or Meteor Shower sighting? Both!

___ Is my date

2009-10-26T09:46:00.000-07:00

Don't make me fall for you please
Is this some game you're playing?
I'm sorry for being extremely cynical when
comes to you
Doubting is what I do best, I,
myself will second that
You're an asshole but I love your accompany
The fact that the little things reminds me of you
Bitch, this is just too good to be true,
don't you think so
Yes everything's fine; But the fact that
I'm frustrated cause ....
Are you for real?
You're different; different in a good way
yet unique in a bad way
Indirectly popping those signs, I choked
&
I think I have ______ for you

Busy bitch

2009-10-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

(Sneak peek of my schedule)
Absurd~

Right after being pester by my girl, ok imma blog
Just for the sake and of course I've been on hiatus
mode a little bit too long. My blog's dead so is Oza
Anyway, I've been very busy with schools, rehearsals,
trainings till I've been neglecting work. Period.
I hadn't had a chance to catch the Sun for quite awhile,
I mean literally.

evolution

2009-10-17T17:02:00.000-07:00

NorF?

2009-10-17T04:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a long, tiring day.
Yes it was pretty awkward, I wasn't sure I
was at the right place either. However, it
was the first time having to experienced
fine-dining?
Someone even mentioned
"awkward date" at the table.
It was true though at the beginning but
soon after, I'm getting a hang of it
Hit the beach, I was literally drinking
coffee just to stay awake. All in all,
it was worth wasted last night
---------------------------------------------------

It wasn't the first time you said
& brought that matter again yesterday
In fact, it has been quite a number of times
you mentioned that.
My subconscious & conscious mind
is telling me two different options,
& that simply isn't the options I wanted.
Neither one, nevertheless. Simply.
I am in a dilemma

Life is complicated or am I just making
life seems complicated & difficult.
But one thing I sure know of, is that I don't
know what I am sure of
Get it?

<3

2009-10-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

I'm in love with this song. On repeat mode (:

A &

2009-10-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

Fcukg sprained my ankle. I had 5 days per week
of training. I am very shagged, I'm down
with a flu and I sprained my ankle.
How great can that be? Sorry I've been on hiatus
mode. Too busy to entertain this blog.

On a lighter note, you seem like a very nice guy.
Thank you (:

Dear asshole,

2009-10-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

"Imma random dickhead"

Nothing-better-to-do saturday;
Ruzanna created Twitter
Bea created Tumblr
The two girls are so random today.
Imma still stick to blogspot
Old-fashioned (I know)
----------------------------------

I'm frazzled by your games;
it started of easy lucid as it is and now indecipherable
Mind-boggling, tongue-twisting, hollow hopes
& just blank promises
which sometimes or should I say every time
leaves me practically dumbfounded & clueless.
Searching for answers; answer that I will never
attained.
How contradicting it may sound,
my biology primed told me to stays put & play along
with the game.
Cause by the end of the day,
I know what my heart longs for

Serious as in?

2009-10-03T05:21:00.000-07:00

My birthday's over; outdated post
Anyhoo's celebrated birthday with my two
favourite girls. I was so super ecstatic,
I'm so grateful to have you girls. Really.
Thank you for the present girls, Imma
wear it very soon.
On another note, thanks faizin for the present
It was sweet and thoughtful.

P.s my saturday was quite mundane
Nevertheless, the boy kinda makes it pretty worse
Have a great date ahead with your Ex (:

bullshtt

2009-09-28T09:27:00.000-07:00

Suddenly it all seem so obvious now
I give up; from giving in to just plain hollow hopes
It was fun in all but I still don't get you
Not in a million years will I ever
If that's what you take me for, I'll leave
It's awkward yet foolish as it is

And you, you just freaks me out nowadays

That Hill

2009-09-19T12:46:00.000-07:00

Half moon & meteor shower;
I think I miss you

She

2009-09-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

Bottom line is, if you wanna go just go
don't come back.
I was this bit, small bit smaller than
an inch to completely forget you.
& get rid from my head;
Then there you go, coming back (again)

The fact that I already knew what happen,
you're still in denial.
You know how this "World of Net" works,
don't you? Fcukg shit I tell you.
Come on, just go man
And what's the apology for? I guess the guilt
is already eating you up inside huh. Good

B by me

2009-09-13T17:03:00.000-07:00

Self-declared; it's off

2009-09-13T13:50:00.000-07:00

Contradict; Therefore, get your directions right
The fact that, still, you're just a passerby &
that's the fact.

Thank you for the time, passerby
& thank you for wasting that time

I'm still numb, was that suppose to be good or bad

Feeling

2009-09-07T09:29:00.000-07:00

Reggae Dub Tuned;

I love

2009-09-03T05:23:00.000-07:00

Let's get blownnnnn
I was shagged by wednesday
I'm taking a break from work & school
Like finally

Anyway here's my vows to someone

Dear ______, you annoyed me
Seeing you going to one after another
just embarrassed me.
I don't like you neither your ______.
Is this gonna take forever?
Yea I think so. Never changed, oh what a pity.
How desperate

Nice

2009-09-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

FOTM;
It was random but we planned it all along
Randomly Planned we call it.
Enjoying the breeze, waves crushing across
the shore, sunset, i could shed a tear
just by the sight. Like i've said,
God's creation is sucha bliss & breathtaking.
We had our break fast, & there you are, half moon (:

Oh we're not done yet, then came the fireworks
It was really unexpected occasion happening
during that period. One after another.
Fireworks On The Beach
Highlight of the day, was none other than the
meteor showers. Really no kidding
the stars & half moon were there.

Fcukg Awesome, I want to go Bali. No really

empty stomach

2009-08-31T12:03:00.000-07:00

it's 3 AM, eversince holidays started
I'm suffering from insomnia badly.
Currently my stomach is growling,
I hadn't had a proper buka meal because it was
so busy at work. I was too busy pampering & feeding
the customers while I starve myself till I'm famish.
& the staff dinner there sucks, the only thing I managed
to grab was an ice-cream.
For the first time, I am looking forward to sahur

Ibu, cepat bangun masak for sahur. I am hungryyyyy

Star'Set Session

2009-08-29T09:58:00.000-07:00

I ditched Baybeats because of this (above).
Sunset; it looked just like a wallpaper or animated
photoshop of the skies. Mixtures of baby blue, orange, red, purple even pink.
I was silent, enjoying God's creation; & God's creation is
such a bliss.

First it was the sunset,
next was the half moon & meteor showers <3
I bet this was even better than Innova Hill.
I swear it was meteor showers, little did I realized.
The least I expected it to be there. And it did.
What more could I ask for-
Waves. Sunset. Half Moon. Meteor Shower. And You.
'It was worth ditching Baybeats after all (:'

Soon after that we need to leave
as he had to rushed to catched F.D in a 3D effect!
That made me pretty jealous hor. Haha (it's ok)
Anyhoo's imma hit the sackaroo,
tomorrow's gonna be a long day at work -.-

Goodnight fellas

Chilling; I love

2009-08-29T09:43:00.000-07:00

Taken on 27/8/09;
Breakfast with sec school mates. It was awesome
catch up session time, finally. Cos everyone's been busy
with their stuff especially Mr Azfarfaraway; busy with the girl.
"Pee-eff-eff-tea"
After buka, went to Hajjah Esah. Believe me they had
the most orgasmic teh tarik I've ever had. Fuft, nicee
Soon after, to end the night azf brought us to have some
shish session. (Y)

Cartoon It

2009-08-27T12:38:00.000-07:00

Time check : 322AM
And I don't feel the slightest urge to sleep
prolly I'm too excited for today I'm gonna meet the girls
Sunset-cum-Stargazing (:
Anyway, I was busy on my laptop basically doing nothing
productive but I was up all along spending so

many hours doing this instead..
(see below)
Above: Bea
Below: Ruzanna

I tried to make them look as close as possible to their
faces & yea so Waa laaah!
this is something something for you girls <3>

Cartoon It !

2009-08-27T12:35:00.000-07:00

The Floating Girl

2009-08-26T11:10:00.000-07:00

(Meet my daily late night webcam-ers aka Classmates)

Finally I'm back to blogging.
UT3 is over which also means my first semester for year 1
is over too ): I missed my classmates already.
We shall meet again on the 29th, please
Anyhos'
Sorry I had to leave the conversation,
I was shagged & my eyes are weary now
Hitting the sack soon, but the book is tempting me.

Oh shoots~

stargazer

2009-08-18T09:45:00.000-07:00

Appreciate the nature.
Have you notice the night sky nowadays? Especially
the stars, one word "breathtaking".
It's meteor shower tonight honey.
Though, I missed the moon. Where has it gone to

Escaped the city glow, find a dark,
secluded spot & once you've settled, lay back at the
edge of your peripheral vision with the stars and sky
filling your field of view.
Meteors will instantly grab your
attention as they streak by.

missed

2009-08-18T09:17:00.000-07:00

Right firstly, today was my last lesson i'll be
having with my beloved class W16R.
They are bunch of cool ass people, no kidding.
Every single day I look forward to school, even though
initially I remember I was going partial.
Is a must to at least step my foot in the class,
just by the sight of them makes my day.
Never ever fail to crack me up even for a day, I swear.
How time flies this fast, from strangers to acquaintances
to friends to buddies and now, a very close friend indeed.
ily

Hangover

2009-08-15T09:24:00.000-07:00

NC16? it should have been M18 instead
Eventhough we didn't get a nice spot
to sit though it doesn't matter one bit cause
after all it was worth the money.
Trust me you wouldn't wanna catch Hangover
with your parents. Nooo, bad idea.
Well spend my Saturday eventhough the pit was cancelled

I guess the bet is off ?

"asshole"

2009-08-14T09:49:00.000-07:00

(Picture has nothing to do with the post)

Time check (12:51 AM)
It feels like as if I've been fasting for
5 straight days, simple- I'm famished.

School has been great every single day,
seriously no kidding. Especially today.
" G a y m u c h?"

& yes everything went alright just now.
But,
Where is the my meteor shower tonight?
No moon, no star but I'm cool
Perhaps other night, Innova was wackass
(:

Is the shit, dude

2009-08-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

Ndp was awesome. I was so touched, as I was waiting for
my turn to shine. I saw my classmates standing
in the crowd, supporting. Awwh. It feels good man. ily.ou
30 minutes show isn't enough. I want more danggg
Honestly, I'm still enjoying my first year in poly

"First it was half, then, gibbous. Now. It's full"
I hope you're not just another passerby

Half Moon

2009-07-30T05:36:00.000-07:00

Thank you. It was a perfect night.

Somewhere I've never been to, sat & stare

at the dark sky. The view was utterly

breathtaking & magnificient. I swear.

The night was cold but yet I felt warm.

Oh bulan, enggan melayan diri ku lagi

Pabila airmata membasahi pipi

W16R

2009-07-30T03:47:00.000-07:00

This is during Enterprise module whereby we have to wear

formal to class. It was an awesome experienced, my classmates

we up for it and spontaneously dress up for that day.

SO yea let the pictures to the talking (:

Ignite, wack

2009-07-25T09:34:00.000-07:00

Ignite was wackass, seriously. How am I gonna dance to rock music? The entrance was grand though the concert was suckish. The crowd was even wacker. I'm waiting for zanna to upload the pictures. Anyway, today marked my first "tarian" competition which went very well. From being the most "sotong" girl in the team & prone to mistakes all the time, eventually we aces it. Suprising won second placing, how good can that be. Ohmy, alhamdullilah (:

Ignite

2009-07-21T08:48:00.000-07:00

I am busy this week, my schedule are tight-packed with school & work. I am very tired I can't wait to get it over and done with this competition. Been reaching home at 11 plus every single day because they force us to trained over and over again. And please let me go Ignite.

Those days

2009-07-13T08:49:00.001-07:00

Been having butterflies for these past days, I have no nuts why also. For being famous for my random-ness, though I feel like going far away perhaps so far from here and escape to somewhere nobody could have any clue where I went. My mind have been really fucked up, I don't know to put that in words however I already am doing it now. This dusty daily rant of mine will be the perfect partner to share my thoughts with. I've never been this most confused and complicated in my life and ever complex in every ways.

And as I'm typing this, I stopped for a very long time before I continue.

NOW, I'm stucked. I'm blanked.

The one with those days

2009-07-04T09:41:00.000-07:00

Hello readers, my blog is dusty

don't bother reading.

I've been very restless these days, and

I mean it by "restless".

P.s FFF haix

Fuck Pervert!

2009-06-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

Seriously I got a Huge confession to make. I've been noticing for the past week, the opposite gender have a way of looking at young girls Especially Chikopek Uncle(s). I am so freaking pissed because now not only the Bangla(s) but the Chikopek uncles' have finally join the Clan of Perverrrrt'zz. Okay let me tell you chikopek uncles' or banglas' or even pakciks' out there who happen to came across my blog, It is very annoying and pissed in the arsehole that you men stare at girls at the most pervertic ways a girl could ever imagine. I am arguing on the behalf of all girls who experience the same as I do. I'm very sure all ladies do. One thing I have to highlight, I am sure enough that you men aren't as bright as you thought you would, because you tend to "Cui cui" whereas we girls already notice it the very beginning. You think we are born blind?! That's the reason why I always gave them that Fuck-up-Stare cause if I don't, those roving eyes will then roved on your assets. If you are smart enough to get what I mean. It's unappropriate I tell you

I'm not posting this blog for the fuck of it, though I came across twice this week. One chikopek uncle "Wink" at me & he was looking at me throughout the journey in the train. EEEW! Second, I spot my first stalker. Tu Knnbucbai. Nevertheless, I thought only young guys are horny but the older ones are way way hornier than you could ever imagine. Womans are not born for sex toys whereby you could release those "pleasure" desire. How I wish I could banned all those billions pervertic(s) in this world, Seriously I would if I could. Though, I'm not pointing to all guys. All guys may not be like what I've mention but you pervertic know who you are. May you die in hell, I despise you like no other.

Ily

2009-06-10T06:11:00.000-07:00

3 person I love most
FBZ

faizin.bea.zanna
fai im sorry i love you still
you have me, im always there

c

2009-05-25T08:09:00.000-07:00

hello. bye. goodnight fellas

grandpa I miss you

2009-05-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

I miss my late grandfather a lot. I love him even though I didn't get to felt his touch, scent his smell and mesmerize his face. I don't even know how he looked like. Mum happened to tell stories of him, which reminded me of him. He was a very pity man back then. Eventhough he is poor, but I admired him for his self pride, dignity and brave man. I love you grandpa.

actually

2009-05-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

wow. Recently something happen, and yea im shocked & fucking pissed me off. Really blew my top off. All I can say, just go find one your own if you want one. Why must it be mine? I saw it First. I gave in last time, spare me some thought ah. I feel so demoralize. It's just isn't fair, I don't want to be the one that will have to consider your feelings. To be frank, I've been watching my words & move eversince you confronted us. However, now no more I can't stay cool for long. I think you know me long enough already, I have a bad temper a very bad one indeed. It might be harmless thing u did but you're unaware how hurt I am. Just stay out !

One word to summarize "Betrayal"? I've come into a conclusion, I can't trust you. Too bad I'm not apologizing, Yes I'm ego. Mind me I don't meant to hurt you but I can't bear it myself. Just let me be angry for now, eventually when I'm cooled I know what I'm supposed to do. It's not the end of the world, just wait......

flash

2009-05-01T09:50:00.000-07:00

i miss this guy up here, he's was being so chatty

today & keep gossip about his irritating friend,

which I don't mind at all cause I'm one

pretty heavy gossip-er as well. hahah (:

Anyway thanks for the advice b,

just wait till you get your bike alright

you know, I know

Ok Mr. Faizin-slash-Mr. Flash, I like your new haircut, irresistably cute much

(: (: (:

right on

2009-04-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

currently all-time favourite song (Y) yessa (:

Now what would you do... if I left you out of the blue... would you fight back tears while your heart gets torn to pieces... cause that's what I did when you... when you left me out of the blue... it's funny how love feels good and then suddenly it's over...

Now when I ask myself... it's hard to see... how you can be anywhere but here with me... you said that you needed space and time... so you would be able to make up your mind... you said if I set you free... one day you'll be ready to come back to me... did you really mean it? I hope you did... hope you ment it babe...

shit

2009-04-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

WARNING: CONTAINS COARSE LANGUAGE

M18

hello readers/bloghoppers,

i've been kinda mia from my blog. Reason being,

i've been busy with work. Always getting the

4 to 5 days per week schedule. With the

stupid promotion which lasted only on june.

Till then it will be a hell of a crazy day for me

at work. Anjing customers who keep asking for

free food items when they are told at first

how we calculate the bills. Chibai dont have

money dont act like you have one ah

& furthermore i think this promotion is

a waste cause its 1-for-1 so,

meaninggggg the customers are

only paying half of the bloody price! So what should we say

about that, yes correct- It Is Bloody Stupid.

Whereas the staff is working their ass & pussies off, getting our armpits wets. Running all around the outlets just to entertain the pigs (customers). & they dont appreciate our service. Everyday work its a hell for me, you have to multi task everything. Even 8 hands is not enough. It's like a memory test game, track & field race, anger management thing and hell lots more. Sialla peh action satu2 muke anjing sial betol, tktau sabar. k thats random but i've been bottling up my anger for so long. It's very frustrating trust me, it is. Anyone who wants to exchange a day taking over my shift, i'll be so pleased & thankful. Luckily, school starts next wk. So i manage to escape the dicks & pussies customers. Finally. Only god knows how hard it is, guys dont apply fnb line. ergh it sucks, the customers treat you like shit. Or perhaps shit were treated better than us. C h i b a i

ok bye that's my reflection of my work so yea enjoy reading -.- Mind the language people, sorry if its disturbing but i warned you

self-

2009-04-09T12:30:00.000-07:00

its weird. i feel weird. I like to believe that he's the black & I'm the white, rather reality is I'm the black & his the white one. Whenever we kept firing out those words, anger starts filling in, sometimes it might takes one long hours of phonecall blurting out our angers & trying to prove either of us are wrong. Or even sometimes it just takes a seconds to just hung up. I know I've made some or rather most blank promises. You've yet gave me that second lap, over and over again. I told you that that' will be my last second lap, but it never have been the last at all. I'm such a trouble kid afterall. I told you i will listen to you but yet, it happens the opposite. oh darn it, fuck it. Despise me, i deserve it. Somehow, I told u (again) I can be better but what does yelling, not listening, the 'me' attitude got to do with becoming 'Better'? You showed me in every possible single way that you've changed & be trustful. And yes baby, you're a man. I'm still a girl still trying to figure how do I escape from the past. To think someone could tolerate such difficult person- Me, its a big deal. Cause I am difficult, I'm difficult to my love ones & I'm difficult to myself. So what does that makes me in to ?

ily b

f a i r o z a

2009-04-05T08:25:00.000-07:00

i was bored so i did this. taadah

hola

2009-04-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

i'm proudly to announce you guys,

Our Future

http://www.singaporepropertymarket.com/future_mrt_lrt_system_map.htm

(Y)

Geylang bahru MRT station, finally. fuht

in 10 years time. (:

(Y)

Year 2020. ohwhee im old, maybe married ?

hello

2009-03-28T09:20:00.000-07:00

Anyway yesterday the went out with love,

as usual it was great. but the highlight of the day

will be the dvd aka mini cinema part, where

we rent a dvd & watch. -.- sounds dull.

yet noooo, the movie was fucking awesome.

violent & gruesome but im up for the thrilling part!

k thats all, im actually not good at telling story. bleaghs~

-.-

macam

2009-03-26T08:51:00.000-07:00

okay im bored. no friendster,no myspace, no facebook

so yea webcam is now my new (IN) thing

heartbeat

2009-03-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

Let me take you to my heart and,

see it's fast when,

you are close breathing in to my fumes and,

hold me tight,

like it will be our last hug,

i know you cherish every second clock,

but time don't have to rush,

i'll be here still be in touch,

we may argue along the way,

but not away to be as such,

ignoring my HeartBeat,

the drums my heart lead,

you are my hard hit,

and there's no way to skip a beat,

my life depends on you,

my blood is on your cue,

if it will ever stop one day,

i'll fight to beat for you,

let's try to breathe it through,

our time will never end,

all we need is trust,

and put to rest to all the past,

see i'm still here b,

and leave i shall not go,

the only way to stop,is you know ( you know )

hold me close, imagine like its the last,

and this will be the proof,

spit my feelings for the rest,

from the rest

Keep my HeartBeat going,

see i beat a little harder too,

when you cry,i'll beat a little harder too,

you can't see,so you thought i'm all fine,

but hold the text on line,

just to breathe for the time,

don't wanna say no hush words,

it just kill,

but relationship won't sing,

when true feelings be concealed,

i don't wanna have no lies,

just the truth from my heart,

this is more than just a song,

connecting veins to my heart,

see you move me,

you tune me,

nothing will confuse me,

you be just the one from the start who stole my heart,

but i'm all fine,

as long as things are fine,

there's nothing to fight about,

what Heart will write about,

how i feel what i feel,

hold me close,

imagine like its the last,

and this will be the proof,

to our love be everlast.

fai

2009-03-18T02:12:00.000-07:00

what should i do

p.s sorry & i love you

sister sister

2009-03-11T10:01:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st birthday beloved sister!
may you lead a happy life &
get yourself a husband soon
(: ahaha
Love ya muah

Bella Luna

2009-03-07T21:10:00.000-08:00

i fall in love with the song. "How you swoon me like no other" (: Wow encore encore!

L o v e

2009-03-02T07:47:00.000-08:00

hehe *blush*
floating & grinning from ear to ear
aww eheh how sweet b
;p

saturday- daeng

2009-03-02T07:33:00.000-08:00

Our saturday was fucked up,
seriously bea should know better
but though i love hanging out with
th usuall people
bea & zanna.
3 is enough, & u girls made my day

abc

2009-02-16T06:22:00.000-08:00

smth wasnt deserved to be
proud of or praise at

when life was a battlefield

& that is why it was better left untold

Cabo San Lucas

2009-02-02T20:23:00.000-08:00

"hello people"
*inside joke*

im on cloud nine, blissful
anyway my special someone's
bday is cmg soon on th 10th :]
vday's ard the corner &
my 2yr anniversary is also
cmggggg, which is the day after vday
wheeeeehu
2yrs & still counting
i love you babe
all three shots in one month!

M & I, You suck

2009-02-01T11:38:00.000-08:00

i know you like it
the way i do it private
you cant denied it
Just wanna please you
Blow out your candle in my birthday suit
Suprise
just let me make your night
I'll do you like you like
i'll fulfill your needs
keeps this one on me

:))))))

[p.s]- M & I
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
you suckkk

that song

2009-01-30T10:41:00.000-08:00

too good to be true
im so feeling on top of the world right now
first, i finally did make my way to
poly.
second, i got my first pay cheque
thirdly, baby will be going the same sch
as me

hennyways, after work went to meet boyf
for awhile for his smoke break
session. i was too overwhelmed to tell him
my good news. my heart literally jump for
joy, i've been practically smiling when i was
otw to work. but heck i just cant help it
anyway. now's the tension are over much?

p.s get well soon nurul, when you're well
i promise you could cubit me as much as you want.
your big brother, faizin
loves you very much

republic poly

2009-01-29T15:13:00.000-08:00

its 7am in the morning
& i was awaken by my phone
......
guess what, i'll be going to
Republic poly but the course
was definetly not one of my
first, second either third choice

but heck, alhamdullillah
atleast dapat poly.
so any of you gg rp, see you there :)))))

Love. Soul. Desire

2009-01-25T10:36:00.000-08:00

im getting sick of blogging actually
anyway this is just a random post,
just for th sake of updating cos my blog's
been really dusty, agree?
k then thats bout it
i love baby & zanna
kbye

thankgod

2009-01-12T06:39:00.000-08:00

dear people,
please stop asking about my result
i can only say that its not good
yet its not that bad
overall im pretty grateful
thankgod.
alhamdulillah

thank you for the present
I'm so touched
i love you mum, dad & kakak

Victoria Secret

2009-01-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

Alessandra Ambrosio

My fav VS's angel-
Miranda Kerr
:]

Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2008
has been launched on youtube, go see
to be frank i think VS'es models
are the most fine & healthiest-looking
models ive ever came across.
well its true aint it, other models
besides VS'es were so pale &
were anorexic although they're arent
blame their metabolism, mind you
R A N D O M

p.s O levels results on the 12th (2pm)

new year la bby.

2009-01-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

see see i did post our pictures
nahhh :]

my favourite person :]

2009-01-02T11:08:00.000-08:00

im very disappointed cos i dint get
to spend my new year with my
two most fav girls
i miss you lah baby & zanna ):
ily

though i spend my new year with boyf,
no regrets too.
fireworks & you was just wht i needed,
couldnt ask for more.
:]
l o v e e e e e e

the job.

2009-01-02T09:23:00.000-08:00

work was being a bitch today
the chef is an asshole i tell you,
fucking dontknow how to
read english go back china lah sial
is "w/o" tough to understand ?
yes i am a new staff there but
hell yeah at least i could speak, write &
READ english very well.
at least im literally & technically
wayyyy intelligent than you do
& at least im grateful that my parents could
afford to send me to school to learn
proper & simple basic english
unlike yours which i donthink
your parents dont. pff
go back china lah eat babies, go rot ! &
go to hell

the msian sup ah, ah !that guy another
issue ok. biars. dont tell me wht to
do when you yourself arent doing
it right. grasps the concept first, ass.
thank you

yes i like my job but now, im facing some
difficulties in getting along with some
things. hmmph

monday.

2008-12-26T09:42:00.000-08:00

Hp !

big head. jeez

Hp again

& again.

The fone once more.

bea, see what kinabalu has done
to you. sudah darkkk already,
but glad yr back to SG :]

ah im too lazy to blog, write
super long & exaggerating essays right now
well so do
enjoy browsing the pics alright
my eyes are half dead & seemingly
sleepy. tmr's gone be a heck of
a day. kbye sayang

contradiction

2008-12-20T08:29:00.000-08:00

F-F-F-Fr-Fre-Frea-Freak-Freaky-FreakyZ

:)
:(

next year ?

Dec babies

2008-12-16T05:09:00.000-08:00

Happy 18th birthday dhil !

May you lead life to the fullest

Hope i can make it on your

birthday (:

p.s go find work cepat la kodel.

Happy16th birthday sayang
One of my fav girl.
Anyway goodluck for your results.
see you soon
Love youuuu (:

fffff

2008-12-13T22:31:00.001-08:00

dont let me go.

problematic

2008-12-13T08:21:00.000-08:00

today's work was ok except fr tht
woman who never fail to make my
day miserable
even once when im there
she'll always find th slightest
mistake i made & yell
in front of the staff & customers.
wth? i know im a newbie,
so call 'bdk baru' but im learning
even the manager treat me well
than you do.
everyday menses ah? shout sini
shout sana.
you dont think im embarrassed
in front of those people
plus all of them were staring at me
you make me look like a fool
. im not complaining but
its been 3 str helldays
you've been doing that.
i tried being nice but
she gave me " that" looked.
im seriously gonna take
the night shifts so i wouldnt see your
fugly face again. i rather work
my ass off than
getting blamed for no apparent
reason.

anyways i've been sick since ytd
& i lazily carried my heavy bottoms
to work today. second, im dissappointed by you
im not gonna spill anything out of th
bag, its officially private
third, i've received the most
unexpecting news from my previous
work. darn painful

okay to be exact i got 4 major problems
im facing, i thought after my exams
i should be enjoying myself
& not worrying bout anything but
in fact the worse is just about to
began. luckily i have my two fav girls
to make my day, bea & zanna.
they came to my work place by suprised
to see them fetch me from work
was just what i needed after a
heart-wreacking treatment from
those heartless people. at least somebody still
cares about me

though while im having fun outside with
my gfs. im constantly thinking about you boy,
though my sorrows will still be intact &
however
im always praying for the best of us

ah

2008-12-12T07:37:00.000-08:00

im sick for hellsake.

i know its not a big deal either

everyone gets sick

but it only became worse

when i had to work tmr

& its morning shift

im so not feeling well

moreover im just too stress

abt smth. seriously ah

junsz nuyxnj

2008-12-11T07:40:00.000-08:00

i'm currently dumdfounded by wht
ive just heard. purely heartbroken
thanks eh for all of you who
did gave those cold
hurting remarks
very dissappointed

beats & breaks

2008-12-10T06:28:00.000-08:00

be jealous ! spot anything ?
haha how great can that be huh
*hint hint : right hand corner
Freakyz, Youngxs. were also included here 0___0
im so pleased
thank you mr. madaboutasia
muah muah ty [:

a l h a m d u l i l l a h

2008-12-10T05:52:00.000-08:00

okay fellow readers,

im not tryna brag or what but

im officially working right now.

ooo whee im so estatic. ok not

mostly blissfull ah to be honest.

& also grateful to god that

i've now found a job

after being rejected

one by one. pffft !

work was so far oklah.

im getting th hang of it though,

i was scold by th supervisor

on my second day.

but heck im not hurt one bit, its a

learning experienced bby.

welcome to the real deal ^

ahh yes tmr im going home with

boyf together from work

since our shift timing are th same

( : b e s t

p.s zee is prolly working her ass now.

first day is tough. her shift finished late.

gdluck babe hope to work w ya : ]

p.p.s im not telling you where im working

hoho

jezebellaaa

2008-12-07T09:35:00.000-08:00

I'm not blind, I just chose not to see
Some things are just not meant to be
Compromise is the word that keeps us moving
And if we lie to each other, its us who's losing
Yeap truth hurts, there's no denying
If its the truth, least we're hurting for the right reason
Different beings but we share the same vision
You got your own legs but we're walkin in the same direction
Only you can put the stars back in the sky
Only you can mend the broken pieces in my life
Yes Yes, You my catalyst
I'm talkin no science but you and me,
We got chemistry
And if fate runs out on us, Just so you know I'll never regret this, well..
Only time will tell
Will you be my, will you be my Jezebelle...??

its one of the verse
from the song jezebelle.
go my fs go. huhu nice song
YOUNG <33333

Lepakkkkk

2008-12-04T09:52:00.001-08:00

The -.- face, zee bibir sekk-sy

Cuddleeeeeeeeee wheee (:

aww, sweet arent they?

went out with sukashi & zee .
since i could barely keep my feet
to just stay home. Apparently,
i just follow the plan as it is
went to eat & chillax at Gloria's Jean
chat for hours, eating choc cake &
soda is just what i needed justnw.
Totally the right time to just
lepakkk since the wheather was
chilling outside. fuft
terrific atmosphere indeed (:
shall hangs with you gals again
pretty soon

mov-vayy

2008-12-03T08:15:00.000-08:00

Nanny diaries
Rate this: 5/5
SPLENDID !
harvart hottie (:

Sepi the Movie
Rate this : 3.5/5
captivating indeed, love it

Radit & Jani the Movie
Rate this: 4/5
rock & rolla couple strive
their best to earn a cold hard cash
fr themselves & their baby.
fuft this is recommended to
watch aye.
A sad but hell yea its touching!
p.s main stars are effing hot

worse enemy

2008-11-29T20:58:00.000-08:00

to that lady:
you disgust me
oh please stop showing me
that F face you fag
showing attitude &
that 'minah' face doesnt
scare me one bit
why do you even wanna
give me that look, not like
as if i owe your life?
or snatch your bf siaa-L
ya' piece of shaitte. pff
at this point people hate you,
oh why not try smiling abit?
that shd give you a hint
plus it doesnt only came frm
my mouth, but others too
fyiiiiiii
if you came to my blog,
i think you shd know
how you are.
hate me? well i hate
you more

ikamsa

2008-11-26T04:03:00.000-08:00

post got nth todo with the picture above
anyway ive been losing lots of appetite
well let me dwell on that- wayyy lots
of appetite.
idk why- well actually i do know but
some things are best not to
mention. my stomach is growling
since justnw pfft
but my ass is too lazy to get up
& get some food. p.s faizin
dont geddit it wrg. i swear im not
lying. you can ask her

TV !

2008-11-25T21:02:00.000-08:00

jobless
danggggg. its been kinda rough
week fr me recently.
i wanna look fr a job badly
earn some pretty much gd cash
fr myself. so i wont been
having a tough time on putting
aside some money so i'll
have just abt enough till
that one stretch of week.
staying at home was a pain in
th ass.
my dad just bought th new HubStation
thingy where you can record ur fav
tv series.
oh yes it prolly sounds great . (not!)
i dont even know how to switch on
th TV. like wth?
my dad plug in & change th setting
bla bla. at times, i end up
sitting infront of th TV w/o
it swicthing on. -.-
great !

.

2008-11-21T22:36:00.000-08:00

i had a hard time trusting you

i dont think i even can

i know there's something

i sense that

that's why you stop me, but never her

i dont like her & never will

what a wonderful bf aye?

wow thanks

prom pichas !

2008-11-19T10:21:00.001-08:00

Very fun bunch of people (:

Ooh whee, bruce. prom king !

hotties or shd i say th nominees (:

Mdm aisha (: aww

Azfar. Nab. Irfan

Meet sunaryo, indon boy

Azfar, buddy yoo'

The Clan

them boys.

With irfan

With florence.

prom queen, joanna

chairman, yuan hui

Table 2

Yuxuan.

Half of 403

Arvind ! haha

)=

2008-11-19T08:49:00.000-08:00

prom is the boom yoo'
seriously im enjoying every bits
of the promenade which
is totally awesome
loads of pretty lads & hot gents
woah. but the activities was
a bore though.
the lucky draw & eight-course dinner
which pretty much
took up the whole prom thingy
my table was kecoh plus some other NT's
they were spontaneous too
i cant sleep cos ive been having
too much fun.

pictures will be upload soon. i promise
eh sialla i miss you guys already sia !

P R O M E N A D E

2008-11-18T06:22:00.000-08:00

promenade yoo'

which is tmr. & im psyched up for it

baby & ruzanna is cmg over

to my crib to groom me

no im not wearing a dress though

thought of doing wearing smth diff

& plus im eager to know who's

gonna be the next prom queen?

im not staggered to know that

it's gonna be one of th netballers

in my sch who would have that

title . duhh-uhh -.-

but im real darn worried of wht im gona

wear tmr, its kindof plain (i guess)

jeez. ah heck, im going there to

have a helluva blast with my mates,

right?

anyway today meetup with bf.

acc him go do his xbox thingy, which

he was furious cos it was patheticly

pathetic as he didnt getto do it

the way he wants.

but lil' did he know, he was after all

pleased as it turn out nice anyway.

bla & bla

we went to chilala at The Cathay

had some nice chitchat & laughing session

went home. it was nothing much but

then again,

you never fail to made my day (:

daddy mummy

2008-11-16T07:29:00.000-08:00

i fell in love with this song.
superhuman by chris brown ft. ker hilson
would like to dedicate this song to
boyfriend, faizin

p.s i love you mum & dad
well that's random but its good to
blurb out a something nice right?